I'm really don't have the mood for anything seriously this days after you left me. Well, do we seems like we're drifting? Do you knows what's drifting ? We didn't text/talk and even if hasn't meet up that doesn't mean we're drifting. I don't know what are you thinking seriously. We quarreled and communication problem, we can solved by another way but you doesn't wanna give a chance. Aw, that's really sad :( ! Sometimes i still pondering whether am i brought this up although some wasn't my fault. I said i'm meeting you yet i broke the commitment . I'm sure you yourself also broke your commitment too before right.
Even the messages already been saying so obvious yet i'm still holding on. Sometimes i felt stupid of myself, people treated you as a fool yet i treated him as a treasure. I don't know what for?
Perhaps, i'hv been single half of year, i thought i could trust this relationship could probably last months ? Eh, i thinks i dreaming in my own world. I really need someone slap me telling me this is not love , he's just fool you. Even that i don't know why am i tearing for someone like you.
And i damn regretted words that i'hv been typing out because it's really killing me inside deeply. Whole day been tearing out also can but i still pretend nothing, putting on my fake smiles infront of everybody.
Tonight i'm gonna force myself to sleep with tears. :'( ! I must stop holding on ! Goodnight.
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