This turtle was someone passed to me as birthday present but i kept it till now.
A Miracle? I dont think so. Hah!
The random person told me to be happy when i not around and asked to take care of myself.
But when the person told me this, i already felt it, the person was leaving me soon.
My feeling told me was truth and when i looked at the random guy's eyes,
it told me that his another girlfriend waited for him!... And then the random guy abondoned me.
But it's gameover already last few months. After left the random person, after few weeks was freaking moodless whenever i saw a girl in the school. I just wanna made her, scolded her.
But i coudnt, after weeks my mood was getting better and ready to forget him.
But last night i grabbed the turtle again, i remembered the random person passed this to me and my mind gone through back when i was with the person. I just thought how could the person freaking cruel and i was kinda mad of him. If the person didn't appeared infront of me , once also never.
It's will be good but why he want to appear infront of me once again then came towards me and hurt/cheat my feeling? I'M KINDA STUPID, AM I RIGHT?
Im also a human being, got eyes, ears, legs, hands, nose and mouth. Im not your TOY! Toy no feeling but human being have! YOU'RE JUST A COLD BLOODED HUMAN BEING. From what i see, you're not a human!
I get dumped,
I get cheated,
I'm kinda mad,
I'm always left out behind.
Feeling that you are crapping, finding an excuses.
我好笨噢! 既然会相信你,这样狡猾的人!
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